Phew... Finally my first post....

Well people...if you came to read about birds, sunshine and ice cream cones on a hot day...you have visited the wrong blog...This is a blog belonging to a seemingly carefree and happy person when in truth he's suffering and hurting on the inside...

Nope...rarely anything happy here.

Sorry for the crappy introduction and first post but figuring out how to use a blog is damn complicated...as you can see at the "About Me" section on the sidebar ----> I happen to be slightly mentally incapable of operating a blog by myself.. =)

As you read my day by day ramblings, I hope that you learn to apprieciate life and all its little little details that we often overlook. Such as a clean comfortable bed to lie upon before we whisper off into slumber. Your parents who provide unconditional love and a roof over your heads. Your pet guinea pig or little puppy which you neglect to feed. A shower with hot water and a toilet bown to lay your golden buttocks upon while disposing of yesterday's digested lunch. A car to drive around. The bottomless allowances that we finish in a day or two. The way your girlfriend smiles and everything in the world seems right.

Well my readers I had all of the above, yet I was not happy enough and took everything for granted. I stopped loving the things I loved, caring for the people I care about, telling the people whom I love the most that I love them...

Well thats my introduction and first post. A lil' long winded if you ask me...but I would like to remind everyone that life's lessons are learnt the hard way...

Please...tell your mom that you love her tonight...I know I didn't before I left her...